Sorry for the hard word yesterday.

Tapi lumayan menyakitkan digituin, wa percaya u uda riset2 dolo sebelom maksa wa percaya.

Ternyata, cuman asal ngomong, then the next day you tell me the exactly what I believe at first.

Fortunately it was a simple matter, so I don’t really mind.

I warn you not to fall on the same pits I dug. Stop doctrinating people especially friends. I could tolerate most of it cause I know you quite close. But then what about the others?

There is something people hate, so stop pestering them to do something they don’t like.

Walaupun lw tau itu pasti baik, ato menyenangkan. But It will be annoying to them…

Mind your own business

Kindness could kill people, if put in the wrong place.

Too moe I could die

PS: Kalo kurang sreg habis baca ini lw boleh ke depan wa pukul wa 2 ato 3 kale, ntar kita ngomong lage

Perhaps sharing my experience, my story, my thought would help people and I really hope my blog won’t confuse or hurt someone feeling; just don’t take it to seriously.

I have lived more than 20 years, and for the first time I think about my own life. That 20 years passed just like a dream, I have followed people -whom I called friends- around, wanting to help them reach their dream. I thought If I followed them I would find my own life. It was wrong, half-wrong.

I’m not suited to be sidekick afterall, my ego turn to doctrinate my friends to be what I wanted them to be. But then, that could be big mistake. My thought of “good” wasn’t that good afterall. It turn them away from me, made them avoid me. Betrayed, I was betrayed by my own thought. My friends will always be my friends they cannot be The hero or heroine of my story; unfortunately only I could. I’ll save myself from this maze.

Alone, what can I do alone?

I need help

I’ll search for it…